Hi:)

I am not using this link anymore, i guess?! LOL!

I'm at www.rockeryu.onsugar.com

Joy's ba lu gu

He's back.

Hello Earthlings!!! He's back to my side. I love him ttm. LOL!!! bye~

Vexed.

Mood : missing you badly.

Feeling : vexed.

Action : MIA soon.

Song : -

Now: sick, busy, tired, busy and busy.

Your happiness is the most important asset u have, dont sacrifice it for anything, any fling or any bling.

Alright, i can't get into onsugar, so i'm here to post all my breathe here, before i prepare to go to school. It's a rainy day and it's raining cats and dogs. I dun wan take umbrella:( LoL!!! Haixz, if only time could rewind to the starting of the year, i would ask him to fetch me to school everyday. Now lehs? also no point for me to reminisce here, haixz... ALso dunno he recover le ma? Where will not worry for him? Haixz... Ulcers on tongue and mouth. Pain~ lol!!

Yay!! I'm back:)

Yay!! Hello peeps:) i know this blog abit want die, cannot die like that:) Here to post alright:) Hmm, I'm making things that sooner or later become one and only:) Hehe, My hair clip is one of it, XL did it with me. Hmm, So this week should be meetin babyboii, but ended up, he fell sick?! and blablabla. Busy days for me:) nope, i should say it'll be a busy month for me. June1-6 got ASPAC thing, after 1week, oversea trip. Den after oversea trip, go my dad's company to work... until school reopen. Haixz, I don't like:'(

Hello:)

Alright, i've been using onsugar.com lately and i didn't use blogger. so now, i'm here blogging:)
It's been like a month without him. So what should i say? Friends around me having broken relationship as me, some having starting with their relationship and some having unstable relationship. But after all, still friends around me who have broken relationship is much more than those having relationship. Alright, i don't think you know what i'm saying. James should be post out to other place le ba? so i guess the fate for us to be together wasn't meant for us, but instead, the fate for us to be friends?! When you're not with me, i don't drink coke, but instead, i drink greentea, appletea and lemontea. WHen you're not with me, i don't eat lollipops because, they ain't as nice as it taste :'( Really really busy from the month of april till now, i'm still busy. Everything i do have it's on reason. I wanna occupy myself with lots of works so that i won't have stupid feelings. I swear, I didn't let any guys to walk into my heart after you left me. Because i seriously love you. I love you to the extend whereby, i didn't ruin ur new GBR, instead, i wished you lastlong with her. People said that i'm foolish and i shouldn't use my stupidity to wish you. I guess, this is call love. Because i love you, i dun wanna see u sad, i wished you lastlong with her.

Lasting long with someone you love and lasting forever with someone you love is different. I wanna last forever with the person i love :( Alright, cartoon sibei cute, he wanted to sms me, but ended up he sms my old number. Den he ask me why i never reply him, duh~! funny!!! alright, in school discussing project. Bye~! raining cats and dogs right now.

haixz, seriously sad

Do you still remember 4months ago, around 9pm, you asked me to be ur girl? Do you still remember, 4months ago, this date , you sang songs for me, asking me not to leave you? Today was supposed to be our 4th month anni, but now?! Haixz, do you know how i'm feeling right now?! Seriously, i felt that i'm having a serious LOVESICK. Everyday i go school, i kept on hearing your voice, everynight, i hug my *baobao* and just keep saying that i love you, baby. I went to many places that me and you went, even the mart around your house. After i got my result for personality cum character test, finally i know how dominant i was, how bad my attitude was. When the teacher read through my report, he said out loudly to the whole class:" I PITY YOUR BF. (why?) YOU ARE JUST TOO DOMINANT, I WONDER HOW YOUR BF SURVIVE WITH YOU. (huh?!) I WONDER HOW YOUR RELATIONSHIP LAST WHEN YOU ARE SUPER DOMINANT AND AT THE SAME TIME LOYAL. ( I love him to the max :( i won't betray my babyboii) YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM WAS QUITE A TOUGH ONE RIGHT? ( saying the truth, it was indeed tough for us, interest doesn't match at all. ) Your attitude isn't very good. (My attitude seriously sucks to the core. ) You either want it by your way, high way or ppl will tell you no way. ( yes, Babyboii told me NO WAY!)

The girl on the left is Yanting, she's Xl's friend and she's a whore. Her pics attracted a lot of guys, yet the reality is duh~! her face foundation *thick, thick* ahhaaa!! *piak* her face then de powder come out.


The disheartened thing is that, knowing you love the person, but you can't have them. You talked on the phone with him, yet you can't say you love him. Keep on thinking of him, yet he want you to leave behind him. Hoping that you and him will be more closer yet the reality is far-flung. Only to go along with the reality and then you have the chance to change yet, after changing he's gone.

Was quite excited to meet baby, because i did a book and those left over alphabets for him. Haixz, went to meet xueli and her friend, quite funny. Saw a lot of couples around the streets, i tried not to look at those couples, but i just can't stop missing you. Went to vivo, bugis and my family shop. Was playing with the swing with xueli and suddenly, baby called me. Haixz, heart-attack thought that he's got something to tell me, but nah~! He called wrong number, sadded, haixz he call le and i ans, den he call wrong:'( Called back to him, because i wanted to know if he had read the book i gave him, but he was busy and he said later then he read :'( haixz. I miss boiiboii very much, ilovehim:'(

when can i be like this?

When den can me and my boiiboii be tgt again and be like this? Today in class, i sit at 1corner behind and all i felt was that i really love boiiboii and i really miss him. My mind was all him. Sleep in class coz no teacher. When i wake up, i thought i saw boiiboii. I wanted to call his name but then, i see wrong person, and how can he be in my school, my tears jiu come out le :'(

Finally, i broke down..... Staring at your photo and just........
Knew how u love your ex. Knew how lovely you and them were. It was totally different from me and you, but one thing was that you was really sweet to me at that time. I'm really sorry. I can't stop thinking of you. I can't stop my tears from coming down, what should i do?! don't ask me to forget you, because i can't do so. Baby, i really miss you. I miss you. Baby, i missyou. I really miss you a lot. It's tearing my heart apart, i can't stop missing you, can't stop my tears from falling down. Can't forget abt you. I really can't... Call me a cry baby, i don't care, i just miss you so. so much that it became a love sick. Just hoping you to be back by my side when i changed into a better person. Hoping that your heart would be back to me again :'( I don't want any other guys, but you.

Even a short message make me fly to the moon,

我应该觉得知足了吗？ 虽然没在一起了，但你还是像以前一样。对我那么的好，那么的一样温柔，一样的耐心。 你还是关心我的对吧？！ 不然为什么你还叫我早点睡？ 人嘛，真奇怪。每次在一起就吵吵，闹闹。 小事变大事就像-that halt became a prick, the prick became a sore the sore became a bruise and the bruise eventually became an ache 的意思。失去了，才懂得珍惜，就是每个人所做错的地方。在爱情里，is one in which two people encourage each other to reach their respective goals while sharing each other's hopes and dreams. A relationship should be a source of inspiration, invigoration and hope. 所以，我会努力争取我要的东西。你做错事没关系，人总是会得到谅解，得到原谅。所以，我还是不会放弃你的。kor, i still love him although he do things behind my back, if i really can't take it, i will tell you:) I think i'm fine now, after all, the boy that i love*james*is still my vitamin c, so i will recover real soon and be like hyper as before. like YOYOYOYO!!!!! duh~! these feel days never say good morning *psps~* :P

Because of attitude, i lost you.

Everything has an end :) You opened the door, stepped in. You Filled my heart with lots of warm and showered me with love. And now, You opened the door and left me alone enjoying yourself with your fling. You wanted me to smile and never shed a tears, but i didn't. After all, there's still a kind of feelings for you. Yeap, you said that the possibility of you and your fling will be very less, probably even not together as you two are friends. Erm, i also straight away told you that there 0.01% for us to be together again, 99.9% to be separated. 99.9% for you to be with your fling and 0.01% for you to leave her. Yes, all i want you to do, is to be happy. As what i said in the board that i did for you :"even if things made you down, you still must smile and face it." You tried to make me laugh, you assured me that everything left behind will always be remained. I asked you if your next girl/ probably her asked you to throw the board, the flowers, the ring away or probably she just throw it away, what will you do?
Again, you assured me that this won't happen, and if the girl persist on throwing the things away, you will separate with her. Alright, treat me as i'm childish, i'll be happy to hear what you said, readers of my blog will be my witness. Anyway, I'm awake right now, i'll change my attitude. Now, i don't know why, i just don't wish to walk past the 7-11 at JP, i don't wish to go to NUH on my own now. There's a lot of memories there that will make me feel upset and i don't wish to be upset because it will make me think a lot:) Separation for us is the best:) and no matter how unhappy i am, i won't take revenge on you. I'm not like the rest of your ex-gfs. If i want you to be happy, there's no point for me to make you unhappy, this will be silly. Anyway, I won't want to have any Bf anymore:) After all, you're still a guy, so you have flings with you is still normal ba.

nothing to post, am back from the class BBQ! Totally can't make it.

1. Ask ppl to be punctual, MUST reach at 4pm, yet the class rep 5plus den reach.
2. Winnd too srong, can't start fire.
3. Classmate no experience on lighter the fire starter.
4. It was raining heavily.
5. totally can't cook anything.
6. started o cook around 7plus...
7. food not yet cooked and so many ppl waiting to eat.
8. Tong dropped on the floor when a malay classmate was cooking, she picked up and used it to cook without washing.

So in the end, me, Joy, Peiqi and geraldine( peiqi's friend) went to Mac to eat=.=

In conclusion, next time if got OB outing, must bring extra clothings including under garments. Must either bring umbrella or raincoat. Must remember, eat before u go for every outing.

The difference between LOVE and LIKE

Haixz, 慢慢培养这份感情吧。
At the start, i like you but slowly it become love. Now that i don't even know what happen to us, what can i even do? I don't even dare to call you right now. Hope, really hope this year de Birthday can celebrate with you. Hmm.. i think my tear can donate to those fire fighter. My tears really duh~! like free one sia. ANyway. at home really boring. Actually prepared to go out, but my cousin said taht she can't go out le, so stayed at home loh. Haixz, i'm kinda scared of you right now boy. Just saw u online, talked to you but u didn't reply me. Just wat the hell did i made u not talk to me? i'm feeling really low right now, i can't stop my tears from falling when i know you're awake yet u didn't reply me. This feeling suck and it's like thousands of arrows poking through the heart.

Seriously, i just can't stop thinking... I'm really jealous right now. I know this is a stupid feeling and i shouldn't doubt you. But! I really feel that you are treating your friends as in those girls way too good??!! Should i say this or shouldn't i say this? At the start when you went in to C.D, you still got take initiative to contact me, but now? nope! Ya! i know your friend fall down, den you hold on to her, so that she won't fall. But do you even think how will the girl feel?

(being sarcastic of me ..)

• Aww!!! you're my hero! you saved me from falling.
  
• You're such a nice guy i'd ever known!
• you saved me! I love you, seriously.
• you saved me and in the end, you fell from the stairs and lost your wallet, i should be responsible for everything. Be mine...
  

Yup! i know you confirm won't think that the girl will feel this way as she is older than you. HELLO!!!! THIS IS A MATERIAL WORLD AND THIS IS A REAL WORLD! WAKE UP! 2types of couples being critisized :

1. Girls who are older than their BF (the guy somehow becomes 小白脸)
2. Guys older than their GF like 10yrs and above?? (老牛吃嫩草)

Now, the time is 8.51pm and you should be free now. Probably, some of your bunk mates are like chatting over the phone with their GF?? So what are you doing now? 4feelings that i will be having:

1. If i wait for your call now, you probably wouldn't call me.
2. If i call you and you answer the call, i will feel angry because you didn't take the initiative to call me.
3. If i call you and USER is busy, i will think that you are calling other girls??
4. If i call you and you never ans, i will feel that you are hiding from me??

Yesterday night i called you, chat with you. For the whole conversation, i tried to talk but you jst keep on saying the thinggs you wanted to say. But did you even let me say? when i want to say the things i want to say, it's already too late you know?? Nah~! how would you know right?! Because when i want to tell you that i'm sick, you already say *BYEBYE* and all i say during the conversation was (mm, orh, uh!, huh?) after you say *byebye*, i said WTF?!

As usual, Saturday meet my BabyBoy. He is getting darker, BUT still not darker than me :X haha (I'm still the winner for having a dark skin) lolz!!! Morning had some arguements with my mummy, and then went batok, taake the "board" that i did for BabyBoy and guess what? had to meet him at Clementi, at first, i thought that he will be at the MRT station there wait for me, but ended up, i had to take the BIG board, take MRT to Clementi then walk all the way to Mac Donald's. Still never mind, His mum was beside him, Jitao paiseh sia! His daddy read the things that i wrote for BabyBoy and he says to his mummy " mummy arh! 为什么我没有这个板！我也要" walao! at that point i really felt like digging a hole and hide inside it. Watched show in his house, was funny and interesting. It's about the china vampire... a very old show la! anyway, Aiya! i am much creative than his ex?! haha! i ownself say de!!! because very few ppl will do the board for their love ones. If got time, next time i take pic of the board then i post :D bye~!

hi ppl, it's me again. Erm... i've learnt how to think for others. I've learnt how to put myself in other's shoe.

My Love, You are strong and you will do well in life. I love you deeply, Today, Tomorrow and let my ❤for you grow each day. Keep smiling and never give up even when things get you down. Don't let the past and unhappiness affect you for you are living in the present and future. Tonight, and the rest of the night, my angel will be with you. She'll tuck you in bed warmly and grant you the sweetest dream. She'll tell you how much i love you, my dear and will help me give you a good night kiss. Let my angel stay inside your heart and all you need to do is to shower her with all your love. My angel is willing to be your listener when you need somebody to listen to your unhappiness, she is also willing to give you her best care, concern and love. But if one day, you no longer want this angel to be with you, then could you please just kill it? So that my angel won't feel that sad afterall.

Are u superstitious?

Being sort of the superstitious me, i somehow still believe that there are ghost in this world (maybe too superstitious) lol!!
REceived a call from my dad when James sent me home. My uncle (which is James's classmate- my cousin de daddy) fell down from 2m height!
He was helping my cousin to do the roof top for the container as there were holes on top. My uncle was smoking halfway and he threw the cig. at the tree, climbed up the ladder and he fell down. When he was found on the floor, the cig. was stucked in his mouth and he was unconscious.( This was eerie.) My family believed that the tree has something "dirty" living inside it and my uncle threw the cig. at the tree, when he climbed up the ladder, he broke the brunches of the tree and this was the punishment for him. AT the chinese calender, 刚好肖鼠相冲. So that day was his unlucky day too. But now, he's fine and he was discharged today. Went Sentosa with classmates ytd, erm.. saw something not suitable for my age at the beach, had "monkey" game with them( Jiajia, RUth, EUgene, sebastian)

our eyes look funny la! coz the sun was directly behind the camera. Had our dinner at habourfront de fastfood restaurant and JIajIa and Ruth took bus home, whereas Me, Limhui, Eugene and Sebast trained home. On my way home, saw somebody and i tot was kor, so i smsed him if he was there. But nah~! i see wrong ppl, he was at Orchard. After awhile, sebast smsed me to see if i reached home, yeap i reached home and after bathing, i was sound asleep but i keep waking up because my leg super pain. Ytd night, i called james and make fun of his HELPHELP again. lol! super funny. bye~ maybe later going JP, walkwalk, looklook, seesee, shopshop. Aww...

LOL!!! My memory is getting worsen and worsen. I was actually smsing and i forget it. 30min later den i remember that i was smsing with friend. Oh ya!! That day sunday went to find him, i was using my lappy to watch movie and james was sleeping as he did not sleep for the whole saturday night. When he was sleeping,
he said" que up que up!!! faster go que up!"
Me: huh? que up? u sleeping or playing?
James: faster que up la!
Me: go where que up? for up que up?
James: sh...sh!!
Me: orh. (continue to watch movie again. )

after awhile, his phone rang, so i said
me: eh, ur phone got msg lehs! wan see anot?
James: HELPHELP!!!
me: (WTF! i tell u ur phone got msg, den u shout for help for wat sial?!) oi! oi!
James: keep quiet la!
me: ok, ok.(angry)

awhile, james wake up, he found that i was ignoring him and he realised that he threw temper at me, so he apologized lots of time.
LOL!!! haixz, i myself also will slp and talk, haha:X

oh ya, james's parents are playing
: mummy:" 我要出去了！
daddy:" “去哪里？"
Mummy:"sleep la! haha"! lol!!

funny right? duh!!~ having a lousy phone with me. not used to it. couple phone with james. lol!!
he said he forget where he put the ring but! now, i just saw it on his hand. Ytd he lost his wallet at orchard! Know how this silly boy lost it?
(FEMALE FRIEND)(JAMES)(MALE FRIEND) standing deside one another.
This female friend of his, tripped inside the cinema, so james hold on to her so that she won't fall forward. And ended up, james fall.and his wallet dropped out.=.=" in the first place, he shouldn't even go out, because i never agree to let him go out.
anyway, kor, dun ton too much! later not good for ur health! tmr i'm going sentosa, and eugene and me dunno wan to bring wat, and he said taht he will be wearing swimming trunks. haha!! white chicken wearing swimming trunks, that's funneh~! bye~!

Am at his house now and his parents are just few steps away coz we're at the living room now. And he is polishing his boots. Nth much to do. my phone was spoilt ytd night as i dropped it on the floor. Haixz. can't sms can't call. So i am feeling rather emo because i do not have phone until april 4 and my daddy say he dun wan buy new phone for me le:( he say that he wan buy those lousy phone. sadded. Bye readers/.

Today is the most dulan day i ever had in my school life. Everybody was having attitude problems and started to feel that i do not want to contact with my ite friends after this 1year course. Was really fucked up.

好人真的是不容易当。没做错什么事却又被误会成是坏人。

Role play for EFC today. Was annoyed with all the ridiculousness. Didn't have a proper sleep ytd night, as i had headache. Turn here turn there, in the end still can't slp. Ended up mood wasn't good too. Sebast had his roleplay and in de end, " the 4beauties" stayed inside the room while the rest of us went out of the room as told. Just having a mindset that i am going to study in this school for few more months and out i go for other courses, no contact with my ite classmates.
Fucked up, really fucked up!

No sms from him as his phone low batt liao,




Sad Love Quotes

didn't sms with sabest. My form teacher is a pervert, really a pervert. He points the laser at girl and use the video camcorder to capture girls"..."
He even purposely make noise during the roleplay. WTF! I did my roleplay in one-shot and took my bag and home sweet home.

not blogging tonight. BYE~ off to sch now. wish me luck for my ROLEPLAYS again

Today
:

Had my SBM presentation, CS roleplay, EFC roleplay.
feeling sux! coz i was nervous. Sabestian smsed me, he was nervous too. lol-.-
I jumped here and there as i was too nervous, in de end, what the teacher commented on me was :"I not only correct ppl, i also praise ppl. The part that u presented was short and sweet. I like ur presentation. Ur group and sabest group scored the highest among the whole class" and i was like *aww... relief* -.-''
And GOOD NEWS is that, i did not fail my CS test.

but i think almost fail ba, maybe at the range of 25/50? duh~! bot bothering me. Next monday will be my an outing day with my New Classmates. In class, limhui, eugene, 2jia, ruth, they all keep doing the match making for sabest and me=.=""""! super duper lame. I said i have bf le, but they say that " have bf so wat, u all also haven't married yet, so sabest still have chance to be tgt with u." ME: (inside heart, nah- rubbish) dun anyhow say la! sabest de face like tomato liao.
In conclusion, i can say that my new classmates are still somehow childish. Yeap, i am a very very typical singaporean, so-called Kiasu. And i am countingdown for my birthday liao. haha:D
waiting for him to book-out this weekend.

should i ask him, to ask the girl who wants to be with him to come out for our next outing? Haixz, he have plenty of girls waiting for him and i feel that i'm the ugly duckling, being a burden for him. Should i feel happy or jealous? I'm struggling here with a complicated mindset now. If this girl is

1. pretty,
   
2. have a good figure,
   
3. treat him better than i do,
   
4. can communicate well with him,
   
5. not so petty and
   
6. love to have nightlife
   

den i think i will let go of James.I will wish him lastlong with this girl. But am i doing the correct choice or am i just too silly? Pls give me some comments. I really don't know what should i do. Sometimes, i really feel that i am a burden for him. Tired. Am having a feeling that 他只是在附言我而已。

Siyu says good night

still remember when u ppl said to me? It's like drama, now u and him quarrel den later become couple? Then me and yyc tgt?!
Now it's happening to me and my classmate again=.=" And my class de eugene keep pushing the eurasian guy to me-.-
and now?! he sms me again. i end de sms with yup, i dunno. tmr go sch ask lor. den This sebest still can find topic and talk sia! funneh~!

sch as usual, suppose to have my EFC roleplay but there's no time. Had OSA test today, rehearse for the presentation for tomorrow's SBM. And home sweet home from sch. Nothing much interesting for my life now.

我不知道我们的关系能维持多久，不能走一步看一步，也不能一直想着要这段关系长

久。我是思宇，不是你的前女友。我没能像你的前女友这样对你温柔，也没能让你开

心。对不起:( 我不是一个好gf. 你对我那么好， 但我却对你那么的凶。你的华文程度随

然差，但没关系，我会慢慢教你。可是！教错不管我的事。哈哈... 我知道外面有很多

女孩子想和你再一起。如果有一天，当你变心的时候，记得告诉我。因为，我会祝福

你，然后在你的世界里消失。我这样会很自私吗？不！ 一点都不！你对我说过 “baby, if 1day we break up, we won't have chance to patch again. Because i last time kena my ex gf "back-stab me", i learnt a lot of things. i'm numbed in relationship. ” 你那天还告诉我:
James: eh baby, u know outside got girls want me to stead with them?
Me: idk, who?
James: one of them is my ex-classmate, one of them is my friend.
Me: (fedup, returned ring to him) who la!?
James: don't tell u "bleahx"
Me: (inside heart "WTF!! act cute only") orh. den don't tell lor. I know u outside girl many. DEN?!
James: Do you know why i chose u to be my GF?
Me: Why?
James: Pretty girl have a lot of suitors, so they won't cherish their BF. Ugly girls too ugly. But you! you are too kind-hearted. That time something wrong with my eyes and u are the one who is with me.
Me: orh( inside heart- ya la hor! u see me ugly, easy-going nia la hor?!)

haha!! lollipop salesman worh!!

SATURDAY: meet james in de morning. Uh!!! Who can teach me play L4D -2?! :( Me and his life totally different sia, den we right down terms and conditions. In order to match my life and his life,
James will have to learn 20 chinese songs that i chose for him!!
I will need to learn L4D -2, 20songs i like before my birthday.
And me and him will go for =.="so called "exercise lor!!! like- rollerblading(later i rollerblade half way my ass open flower!!=.="), cycling(i too heavy later the tire punctured=.="), k box session( i dunno how to sing, den later 唱走音paiseh=.=" somemore he ask his fren go), Running (my stamina not good, later he run halfway, turn behind nia, i "pi tor kah" liao =.="). many excuses rite? haha..
Aiya, James go de is civil defence de. 好命兵la! Love his hair now sia!! like toothbrush like that! haha!!! i keep playing and joke about his hair:) den also went to spec shop with james and his parents coz james need to do spec so that he can see clearer. I made james angry and he dulan. He almost throw away de ring but lucky never. Duh~~! talked things clear, tortured him( tickle him until he beg for mercy! that's a funny scene) and home sweet home with a smile:) woohoo!!~ not long after i go home, he go buy the things that he need in de ns with his parents den he meet his frens to enjoy himself.

SUNDAY: didn't meet him, he need to book-in. Stayed at home and Slept for the whole day, very tired for these few days. Hmm, i really must exercise liao :P haha. Must eat heathily liao. and that's all for today loh. But he say next week maybe he cannot book out coz maybe there'll be ppl making a lot of mistakes. Anyway, never mind, still will wait for him nah~!

Haixz, WTF! tomorrow i have to go for meeting for the asian pacific thing. duh~! Today saw zack at Dover ITE. His hair is still "curly" de la! Den after sch return meixin de book at library den walk home. On the way, saw Fabian and Zhihao with their cliques. I failed all my test. Can u believe it? aiya!! confirm believe wan la! I have to take the re-test for my test but i have no mood to study now:( Gonna sleep early for tonight. But James's will be calling me tonight. Haixz, last time TigerWoods de news, Now JAck Neo de news. Alamak! DOes this so-called happen to all guys?! i asked James something.

Me: EH, baby ah! u know the news about Jack Neo ma?! He got Mistress sia!! WTF! Reputation ruined! OMG! Can't imagine. Can't believe.

James: Aiya, this kind of thing is normal de la.

Me: WHere got normal sia! orh!!! U will become like this right!!?

James: (thinking)

Me: ok! let me ask u. What if 1 day when u become de civil defence ppl, den must go help right? den got 2 women. 1 is young and pretty de, 1 is old and fat. Which 1 will u choose to help?

James: Of coz i will choose de young lady la! young and pretty somemore lehs!

Me: den after u save de girl, u jiu will get her contact number and den go with her, and u will leave me right?!

James: Depends la!

Me: Bastard! DEPEND somemore! confirm will get out of track de liao lor!!

SOmeday, i'll just tell my classmatezs off! HE keep on match making me and de sabestian sia! den my class rep, keep on diao-ing me! waloa! like dun need money de! keep on staring like fuck!.

yea!!! This friday James will be back home!!! surprise for me la! I afternoon ask him is it true that he must Stay at the camp for 2months den can go home. den he say true. WTH!!! I'm so happy now, coz he called me and tell me that He will be coming home this friday!!! Awwww!!! but i tmr have to report to school at 7.45am! Hell la! My form teacher is being biased. My class rep. de skirt is sososo short yet he doesn't catch her skirt for being short WTF!!??! This class rep. Is like .!@# hell la! think she got form teacher, den we scared her mehs? walao! today she attitude me!!! Nah! heck care la! Anyway, i dun feel like joining the A.S.P.A.C thing for the school! so hope form teacher doesn't let me join it. He is always shooting arrows to my cliques! That's being unfair! If the next time he catches any of my cliques's skirt for being short, I confirm shoot de class rep. out. confirm ask her go make her skirt until knee length first and tell de teacher to let us have a good example before "we" de students can be a good student la! This class rep. is like nah! see ppl good to bully den jiu attitude. I wonder how come she never attitude Lin Hui huh?! but Lin Hui, is nth de lor!!! siao char bor only. Go to ITE is like more stress for me lor! coz de courses is like quite new to me. Good night readers. Wish me sweet dreams. lol!!! coz recently i have been dreaming about somebody that i've forgotten.

Happy birthday KOR!!! Having OSA lesson now. Anybody?! lol!!! help me think of some topic for my OSA project:( can't think of anything for the moment being. WTH! Argh! Jux miss him la Hope that he can faster come home!? lol!!! Will he be able to be back before my birthday? Aww!! I'm not sure :( lalalala........ i have lots and lots of time in de com lab now. But my brain just can't think of anything lo. Morning 5am plus he smsed me and said that he reached camp liao. And *poof* gone.





Now i dun even have his pic in my phone! WTF! Coz all de pics inside my greeny. Hmm...Hmm... So what should i do now? I promised him that i will learn how to play L4D duh! but also must wait for my cousin to come back from oversea first den i can ask him teach me. *bullshit* Oh ya, did something for James. Did i mentioned it? Uh, forget it. My class de Eugene keep Making chance for the cartoon and me. But i have boyfriend le! HE IS ON PURPOSE. LIKE wtf!

went to westmall with meixin, and did something for james. Hehe:D his name is getting shorter and shorter :P lazy and no patience to do de gift for him. Erm, awhile after i do de thing for james, ("retard") came. and after that, went to pasar malam to find my ah ma. Anyway, James went to ns today. Asked ppl how many days den de ppl in ns will come out, but they say is 2months :( aww!!! weather is hot la! erm, classroom is duh!!! need to bring de fan go sch liao. tmr is bro(andy) birthday. weets x2!!! :D

today will be my last day with him. And 2weeks later, will be my first day with him again. bye readers.

Alibabaaba!!!!!! Jux to find out that i really should post some pics, but den nah! i haven't been taking photos la! phone de camera resolution not good also. oh ya!!! 10 march is bro's birthday! haha:) he's getting older by 1yrs old! wonder how was his Thailand trip. Hmm.. hmm.. tomorrow is my last day with james before he goes into NS(to be a really fit guy) lol! will cherish de times with him. Erm, my memory not good liao, awhile i jiu forget this forget that. argh! sian.. is like i talk until halfway den i forgot wat i wanna say. SBM presentation coming! tmr, OSA test. like fuck sia! time tight! bye readers.

Argh! tomorrow having CS test. Erm, due to some things between me and him, my tears jux come out of my eyes when i was in imm. lol!! Hmm, Andy Soh, is inside de plane le ba? Hmm:D envy only :) lol!! haha.. he still say dun miss him =.=! Anyways, My class de cartoon is really getting funnier and funnier. We took lift together, and he shouted inside de lift like a cartoon!! Oh my! Erm... Hope my luck can get better ?! lol!!! 10march! i still remember! 10 march! hehe :) after that, jiu countdown for my birthday liao.. woohoo! yea!!! But that'll be in april. and James will be going to NS in 9march.